I tend to become a negative Nancy when it comes to the things regarding my lupus and my health. I tend to frown upon new medications, new symptoms, or even new doctors.
So of course when I had a bad experience with a new doctor two weeks ago, I was a little hesitant about visiting with him again this week.
But it came to me like an epiphany while I was sitting awaiting my name to be called…
I cannot live my life in fear of what could happen, when I could have a flare, or when things will ever get better for me.
I have to be excited for the good things that are happening now and all of the things that could go right from this point on.